Ma 1st post...Reality of life....

Its been a while tht i had been sittin at home n readin different people viewing and expressing their thoughts and i always knew that i was no exception from it....been wondering for a while to start up somethin constructive rather than watching useless cricket matches where we spend truckloads of time watching, gossiping n wasting time discussin about how 22 people compete in a game and earn millions amongst dem... End of the day our life remains the same...

So here I go..U might find some unusual coinage of words which wudn make sense to most of us... or prolly come across some incomplete line which is not meant to diminish or challenge the English grammar fraternity... all i cn say is tht i hardly find sometime for ma self to write such stuff... so please ignore these IMPROPER practices ...if i say so... :)

I m not here to make a difference... thru ma blogs I only try to look into the commoness that a middle class guy endures thru moments in life.... Life has its gifts ...there are times when i wonder if only i cud have afforded parading my new BMW amongst a class of commoners who doesnt even give a shit and keep on wishing if only ma life cud have been a little better ... and then the most awesome thing happend...

I was travellin back to Kolkata from ma native town of Naihati after giving my parents a much awaited visit and then I bumped into this 86 year old person who was selling peanuts in the train compartment. One thing i noticed was when he was literary chanting to us tryin to sell it... there are little drops of tears which was continuously flowing. The train was pretty empty and i could nt stop maself from asking him whats bringin tears to his eyes....

He replied I have a suffering son back home who had lost his hand in a freak accident and he could never use his hands ever. His has a wife and an ailing daughter who developed acute asthma since birth and the old man was crying literally wishing that if only he cud have had a bettr life. And this is when I realized that everyone in this planet has been there to do his bit , to ensure that he can bring joy fr people around you. I might sound a little off beat when I say that all of us are selfish bt end of the day V R... !! In todays world , thats the very essence of lif which drags ur stability and loyality of life, When u strt lovin urself , everythin around u begins to fall into place and thats the reality of it.

I hope sumday i cn be a difference fr people around .... We shud always think abt the most beautiful things in life and keep smiling about it and not ruing on the things which had gone wrong. Trust me ... it never does fall into place.

signing off for the day ......41 degrees plus 92 percent humidity coupled wid relentless powercuts ...esp when u have jus returnd from office.. is pain in da .....which tests ma patience and compels me to go off for a shower... Cya around...